“I have not failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work.”
― Thomas A. Edison
There is no such thing as a success or failure. We do a few things. Many of them don’t work, and we call ourselves failures.
You’ve tried well, and that’s a good thing. Appreciate yourself for the achievement. You’re true to your heart and, unlike others, willing to pursue your dream.
You’re not chasing someone else’s idea but acting on your impulses. Isn’t that an achievement?
Forgive yourself and forget the past. Stop acting like a fool. You’re good enough to decode the hidden messages of the Universe. Indeed, you’ll find another way. Trust yourself.