Self-Help

Life Of A Living Dead: Kind Of A Story Of Two Teens

She was born in poverty. Grown-up with insult and humiliation. Never attended a primary standard. Got married to a person in his late thirtees…

She Had Not Completed Her Sixteenth Birthday.

Became a mother of three before witnessing the eighteenth spring of her life. 

Her husband never cared to bring a gift on her birthday or marriage anniversary because neither she nor he has known it. 

Neither Cared.

She never demanded anything from anyone including her husband as she was contented with her fate.

She Had No Complaint With Life As For Her…

…Everything Was God’s Will

And She Was Destined To Reap What She Has Sown In Her Past Life…

…That’s The Whole Wisdom She Knew.

Her husband died early due to liver failure for the simple reason of excessive alcohol consumption. 

Without Support From Anyone…

…She Raised Her Three Children.

She worked as a farm labourer at the fields of a landlord. She got them admitted to the local municipality school to learn some letters.

She Had Heard From Someone…

“Those Who Know How To Read And Write Don’t Have To Face Pain And Suffering Neither Poverty, Insult And Abuse. They Live A Happy Life.”

Years have passed and now these are the past memories no one wants to remember in her home. His one son died in an accident while crossing the street in a metropolitan city where he has gone to make his fortune. Her daughter is married to a college professor. She has not seen them for three years as they have no time to visit her. They are quite busy to raise their children.

Her youngest son who was the hope of her future had a daughter whom they loved and cared the most.

This Is The Grand Story Of Her Grand-Daughter. 

Her mother and father both are well-educated and well-versed in the etiquette of social systems. They eat their dinner with a spoon and fork. They participate in late-night discussions at fancy parties. They provided her with every comfort as much as an upper-middle-class family could afford.

She was admitted to pre-nursery class at the kidz school. On her every birthday she was presented with Barbie Dolls, Chock on Coconut and Miclcreme Chocolate bars. 

Currently.

She has a separate room to live with a 24*7 internet connection, latest smartphone in her hand and a two-wheeler ladies bike to go for College.

She has got a lot of attention from almost every boy in her class and occasionally also from some teachers. 

She has no boundation to attend regular classes. 

She is now a grown-up and her parents don’t want to interfere with her free-will to choose clothes and costumes.

Her grandmother couldn’t think in her wildest dreams in comparison to her when she was of her age.

It looks as if they are the ‘products of two isolated worlds’ that are like ‘two unique incarnations of two different ages‘.

There Is No Problem.

But What Bothers Her Is Something Worth Giving Time And Attention…

…When She Looked At Her

There Was A Lack Of Peace And Satisfaction…

…Looking At Her Face She Couldn’t Able To Identify

The Cause Of Her Hatred With Herself And Unsatisfaction With Life…

She doesn’t know what is ‘depression’ as she never had the ‘luxury’ to afford it. 

She can perceive her ‘restless mind’ and ‘incessant thinking patterns’.

But.

Being an illiterate old woman near her deathbed she don’t know such hi-fi modern age terms of anxiety, insomnia, social phobia, drug addiction, and mood disorder.

She sensed that her ‘little angel’ has lost her ‘natural charm’. She looks ‘beautiful under the makeup’ and ‘glamour of artificial charm’ but ‘nothing natural remained to her body and mind’.

Her Son And His Wife Are Unable To Witness It…

…As They Are Busy To Attend The Party Functions Where

At Few Occasions They Are Treated As Special Guests…

One Day She Called Me…

… And Her Tears Of Love And Grace

Taught Me Something…

…You Can Understand And Express

In Multiple Languages…

…Both In World And Beyond Word

Maybe She Can Understand Your Language…

Take Care Of Yourself…

You’ve Got Everything That I Couldn’t Even Dream of Getting In This Life.

You’re Too Young To Get Lost In The World.

Be Careful.

Understand The Way Of Life.

Live And Feel Life The Way It Is…

…Not The Way You Want It To Be.

Be Bold Enough…

So That Hardships Of Life Couldn’t Touch Your Soft Face And Tender Heart To Lose Your Peace Of Mind.

Look With Your Eyes Open And Listen With Your Open Ears…

…So That You Can Understand Life In Reality Beyond The Show-Off And Melodrama.


Life Throws The Balls Of Problems One By One…

…And You’ve To Face It One By One Without Losing Your Health, Happiness And Peace Of Mind Along With Your Relationships.

I Faced Pain, Suffering And Struggle Whole Of My Life…

…But Look At Me 

I Challenge You…

…Can You Find Out Any Sign Of Complaint 

And Resentment In Me…

…My Life Was About Flow And I Took Choiceless Actions.

I Lived My Life With Pain But There Was No Suffering.

I Don’t Know What Enlightenment And Liberation Is…

…But I Assure You

I’ll Die… 

…With Absolute Peace And Satisfaction In Front Of You.

Don’t Worry. Be Happy.

Trust Yourself.

Always.

Have The Smile On Your Face. 

It Looks Great On You.

I Love You My Child.”

That’s All She Wished To Say To Her Before Her Death…

But how she could’ve said these useless ‘lines of message’ knowing that her ‘dear girl’ was ‘suddenly stressed’ when she came in the morning to wish her ‘little angel’ Happy Birthday in her local voice…

…She sensed that her grand-daughter thought too much that day

…What Her Friends Will Think 

When They Come To Know…

…There Lives An Old Illiterate Woman In Their Home

Her Social Image Will Be Vanished Into Nowhere.

There Is A Height Of Stupid Thinking…

…Or Maybe Not

I Don’t Know…

...All I Know About Her Is That

Now With Years Of Experience She Had In Her Life…

“She can predict the future of a person by looking in his eyes and can sense what the person is thinking by looking at his facial expressions.”

She Is Not A Saint Or Sage.

But

She Is Peaceful And Content. 

She has lived her life and had completed her destiny.

Often she got worried to witness the future of her grand-daughter but what she could do…

She Was Happy That Her Little Angel Gets Motivated And Feel Happy While Watching Inspirational Videos Of Some Worldly Successful Men And Women On Video Sharing Platforms In Which 

The Person Often Talks About…

…On Few Occasions

 All That She Wanted To Say To Her In Short…

She Smiled At The Innocence Of The Little Girl And Closed Her Eyes To Realize One Wisdom That She Believed Her Whole Life. 

Maybe…

…That’s Her Fate.

Everything Is God’s Will And She Is Destined To…

…Reap That She Has Sown In Her Past Life.”

If You Want To Let Her Rely On Fate Then What Has Changed During The Years Between The ‘Fate And Wisdom’ Of These Two Angels.

In Words Of The World One Suffered Her Whole Life Because…

…She Had No Choice And Nothing To Choose From

…The Other Is Suffering Because She Has Too Much Choice

And She Doesn’t Know What To Choose From…

…A Menu Of Infinite Choices

The Answer Is Not In The Solution…

…The Answer Is In The Question

It’s About Choice…

What’s Your Choice?

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